Archive for March, 2007
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retrogradation
Fingerprint my every move
I may have to cover my tracks
And lie about where I’ve been.
“Oops!” is my middle name.
I can’t let you know.
I’m a hater of little secrets,
But I fell victim to my old pattern.
I woke up and repeated the blunder,
Natural instincts led to sin.
And I can’t let you know.
Patience is a virtue
Well, my virtue [...]
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Pinball [Pandemonium]
Painless
Raw
Emotion
Weaving in and out of Tiny Loopholes
Ducking,
Reaching,
Wavering.
Abrupt HALT.
Followed by pedaltothefloor Acceleration.
Bouncing Side-to-Side with Increasing Momentum
Twirling,
Looping,
Bursting through my Chest
with such Energy that all I can do is…
sleep.
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happy, sigh, smile
I think that…
I’m not exactly sure, but…
You might say that…
I like you.
I like you a lot.
I might love you.
I definitely love our conversations.
(especially tonight’s drunk one.)
But really, I might love you.
Stick around so I know for sure.
[post script: I get to see you tomorrow At this time tomorrow, I hope to be lying [...]
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Prey
Am I…
wrong?
right?
In assuming you’re here to stay
Should I…
tell?
hide?
Because you’ve disappeared before.
Are you…
in?
out?
Tell me what you want.
Is this…
real?
fake?
I’ll go crazy if I’m just a passing phase.
Because you get my hopes up
Then slash them down.
Like a bird in flight
Shot down by a shell,
Picked up by a hound,
Dragged to the hunter
Cooked on the grill.
Am I?
Are you?
Should I?
Is this?
My [...]
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It’s in the Stars
I think you were made for me baby.
It’s in our stars.
Your Leo is the balance to Pisces me.
You’ve got an ego
I’m stubbornly independent
Call us two crazy amigos.
I’m blinded by my creativity.
You’ve got a constant need for praise.
I can calm your vulnerability.
Take center stage baby.
I want to stay behind the scenes.
I’ll be cheering you on like [...]
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dependency
smoke
in my chest
from being oh so consumed
by all the frustrations.
attacked
by the demeaning tone
like knives thrown at my back
by a sister that doesn’t exist.
waiting
for the inhale
that releases the pent-up anxiety
with a single exhale.
desiring
to be a piece of the whole without a struggle
and there would be no need
for this hit.
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unrealized potential
i know it’s over.
the truth hits like a ton of bricks.
no, no, not a ton of bricks
the whole brick house has crumbled on top of me.
but i don’t feel sad.
what could have been and what would have been
are two very different things
and now i realize.
it should have been crystal-clear.
he was right, i was right,
but together?-we [...]
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