Contradicting

19Oct08

I looked into your eyes and I saw a flicker of something.
It was him.
The legendary, awful memory of him.
Staring, mocking, Laughing.
His egotistical, rotten confidence consumed my heart
And it stopped beating for a moment.
Then as my heart started up again,
I saw something in your eye.
Kindness, Interest, Adoration.
At that moment you were you, not him,
And my heart [...]

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Unspoken Tears

19Oct08

You said,
“you know what I don’t get about you;
You put everyone else first.
You don’t think of yourself.”
And I thought,
“It’s because I don’t deserve to be happy.”
And you said,
“And you do that-
You open your mouth to say something,
And then you don’t.”
And I said,
“If it comes out, I’ll start to cry.”
And you didn’t say anything else.
Right then, [...]

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