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I heave a sigh
And my eyes ache from a need to shed.
But a heavy chest prevents the tears.
A cut-off phone call leads me to anger
and to a quick drunken drive home.
But I don’t sleep, I smoke.
Weed, Chronic, Ganja, Pot
and I talk on the phone to a new boy.
But I feel no relief.
I resist temptation to [...]
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damn alcoholic
15Dec06
“let’s get fucked up and die”
keeps replaying in my head.
the neck of this bottle fits my hand quite perfectly.
the smooth liquified grain rolls down my throat
and pools in my stomach.
surging into my blood stream,
lessening my self-doubts
lowering my ‘no’ impulse
and releasing inhibitions.
for a night, i’m invincible
experience moments that i won’t remember
and those i’ll never forget.
now i’ve [...]
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