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dark.cold.room.
eyes.wide.open.
it’s late again.
i’m still awake,
thinking
of you
of a kiss
that will never happen
i know i’ll wonder
and i’ll regret
that i never just leaned in,
took the plunge,
a risk.
the risk is too great
to love and lose?
or never to love?
the answer’s easy, never love.
i won’t get hurt,
or lose my best friend again.
eyes.wide.open.
heart.closed.tight.
the lights are off.
my mind is r a c i [...]


it’s a long road to get home
driving on the beaten path many have taken before me.
living life in the same rut that other’s have experienced.
feeling like i’ll never get out.
i drove the whole way accompanied by blue skies
i was jammin to JT,
thinking of boys
and how it’s not about sex anymore.
i want something more,
and I’m not [...]


damn

20Nov06

i’ve been let down
again
broken down
again
lost all hope
again.
thought i could possibly commit
again.
and, boy, was i wrong
again.
i built up an excitment for you
i thought slow and steady won the race
i tried to be the girl i wanted to be
and still please you
i failed to see the signs
i didn’t recognize the risks
of an emotional ride you’d take me [...]