Archive for the 'lust' Category

As I lay here, nearly naked in bed, alone,
I wonder if you’re thinking of me;
About the smooth skin along my side,
And the bumps of the spine down my back.
As I lay here, alone and full of desire,
I wonder if you’re as cold and lonely as me,
Alone in bed, longing to hold me,
To touch my skin [...]


The rhythm in my chest
stops
While the blood chases
Like it’s playin’ cops and robbers with my nerves.
Neither catches the other
And the rushing sensation continues
Until I veer to the side of the road,
Breathless.
As your fingertips graze the skin of my hips
I’m sidelined by an hunger for more
Unconsciously arching my back
Pushing you closer.
Then you jump into gear,
The chase [...]


how i long to feel
the smooth grazing of rough hands
hands rough with the history of hard labor and neglect.
those sandpaper hands on the small of my back,
pulling me, begging my body to come closer.
roaming across the curves of my hips,
up to my arching neck,
urging my lips in the direction of his.
looking into the longing eyes,
savage [...]


in a world of numbers
i can’t get past 2
it’s a checkpoint that comes too soon
1, i’m in love
2, i feel used
leave before i’m left alone, broken and bruised
1 ain’t the lonliest number
for me, it’s 2
attachment scares me away
and we’ve all witnessed my tendency towards flight
in a situation of flight or fight.
i choose to take off,
fly [...]


guilty?

01Nov06

[sept 25 06]
sharp, three-pronged pitchfork
pointed ears, a scorpion’s tail.
his glowing eyes, focused on me.
‘Respect’ he says, but i have none.
None for you, or myself.
none for the ghost-like feeling lingering over me.
The guilt that lays on my heart.
I have no respect for the devil that welcomes me to hell
for the evil, sinful things I have done.
I [...]


meet me.call me.befriend me.pursue me.use me.love me.wait for me.screw me.lose me.fight for me.
i dare you.
anyone, anywhere. bring it on.
i’m watching.i’m waiting.i’m giggling.i’m hoping.i’m rejected.i’m lost.i’m needing.i’m wishing.i’m anxious.i’m patient.
i want you.
so when you’re ready- bring it on.