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Just needed to write something…
rachael. thinks she needs to let him go.
rachael. is a victim of recession.
rachael. is ready to give up.
rachael. lives by the river and she’ll die by the river.
rachael. digs Irish musicians, apparently.
rachael. thinks she needs to grow some balls, metaphorically speaking.
rachael. loves her dog.
rachael. has little to no willpower.
rachael. may be an alcoholic but she [...]
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Lost Soul
Ghost reflection stares you in the eyes,
Says nothing, means nothing, prophesies nothing.
It looks back as a mirror of youth,
Innocence, mistakes and lies.
In it’s hot pink strapless bra and lacy panties,
It’s a reminder of all that it can no longer be.
A reminder that it knows better now,
But longs to forget the lesson.
Tossing and turning in its [...]
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Instead, I Merely Exist
There are no more tears.
There are no more screams.
There are no more smiles.
Giggles.
Lies.
Cuts or bruises.
There are no more words.
I’ve lost everything I ever thought I had.
The love, the fears, the anger is gone.
It dissolved into the sweat and ran off my body with the rain.
And now I’m numb.
The nausea has overcome me,
I lay in my [...]
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secrets make friends
My internal strength weakens with each interaction.
It’s time to sink or time to swim.
I’ll tie an anchor to your waist,
If only to ensure my own salvation.
So many words held back, so long,
They’re Exposed now
with each salty drop of pouring tear.
They scream of wonder and amazement
At your presence being so disengaged.
Those images I had of unconditionality,
(Friendship [...]
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8 Dirty Little Secrets
I got tagged…silly Z…
Here are the rules:
* We have to post these rules before we give you the facts.
* Players start with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog post, you need to [...]
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I’m handing out the pieces
of my shattered heart.
I placed the largest chunk in your palm
You tossed it to the ground,
Looked me in the face, through my teary eyes
Turned your back and walked
Away.
You’ve never looked back,
Keep walking your path to salvation.
I watch you dazzle the crowds
With your friendly chatter and salesman smile.
We cross roads, I grin,
you [...]
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I heave a sigh
And my eyes ache from a need to shed.
But a heavy chest prevents the tears.
A cut-off phone call leads me to anger
and to a quick drunken drive home.
But I don’t sleep, I smoke.
Weed, Chronic, Ganja, Pot
and I talk on the phone to a new boy.
But I feel no relief.
I resist temptation to [...]
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my room.
This Place is Empty.
I keep trying To fill The Void With Music And Movement.
Loud, Screaming “Emo” Lyrics fill This Space,
But it’s Still So Damn Empty.
It’s Spotless.
I cleaned nearly Every Inch of It.
The Floors are moped,
The Carpets vacuumed,
And The Shelves dusted.
The Refridgerator is Full,
To The Brink.
I cooked Two Very Delicious Meals,
Cookies As Well.
I wore A Goddamn [...]
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butter, flour and spices of sorts thrown into a bowl. They are beat down by metal whips, into a mush of dough.
they’ve lost their independence.
The baker, however, is very independent.
She is standing alone, in a spotless kitchen, overlooking a romantic room just an arm’s length away.
She’s alone and independent by choice, i suppose, having blown [...]
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